Ok so today I feel like crap.  My head is stuffy, my sinus is are draining and making my throat hurt and I just want to put my pjs on and crawl into bed and go to sleep all weekend long.  Even with feeling like this I still came to work today and have put in 7 hours.  I cannot afford to lose any hours because I have to have a total of 130 hours per month logged in.  On top of that I have homework to do.  I finished my first class in college and received a 98%.  I am in week 1 of my second class PSY 202 so far so good I am doing really well in that class also.  I try to keep ahead on my work by doing each thing a week in advance and then posting whenever it is due.  So far this plan has really helped me not to feel overwhelmed and stressed out.  My coworker gave me that idea because that is what she does.  I am so ready to leave Kentucky.  This state to me is so depressing because I feel that I have no one to turn to.  It seems like everytime you feel like you can trust someone they look you in the eye and smile while stabbing you in the back.  It really hurts my feelings that the people that you love the most hurt you the most.  I so need a vacation, just to get away from everything and everybody but us 6.  I need to relax and not think about anything or anyone.  Sometimes I just want to SCREAM!!!!!  Well on a good note, I have officially lost 100 pounds!!!!  Yay me and it only took me 9 months.  Most people are like you had surgery you should have lost it faster but, my doctor said that it is good that I am losing it slowly because I am more likly to keep the weight off this way.  I am happy and I feel so much better.  Well I am almost ready to go home and crawl into bed for the weekend.